Deep Thinkin' . . .

I've been spending a lot of time deliberating over my life. I am not destined for greatness nor do I feel that I want it. I would like to raise a family in a very comfortable situation. Not overly wealthy, but no chance of financial problems. This, might be a problem because I do not know what I want to do. Well, that was a lie. I want to do everything. I want to learn. I enjoy learning, but I don't have any money to pay for it, so I have to come up with a way to do this without killing my future career. Right now though, pretty much the only thing keeping me sane was a drunken call from a girl I miss dearly. She does not even know, but then again most people do not notice those things. Hmm, I guess I just need to figure out how to be happy, and I hope it will all just turns out well. Man, I need people to hang out with more. Otherwise I'll just keep thinking about this crap. Hah.